by doodle1 » Fri Dec 28, 2012 7:06 pm
Thank you dscowan for the suggestions. I didn't think New Years was going to be that big of an issue for me. Well... today I started thinking about going to the cemetery to "visit" with my husband and trying to decide which day would be the best, New Years Eve or New Years Day, or perhaps both. I got extremely depressed, deciding that there is no "best" day to go. And I may forego it all completely. How do you wish your newely departed husband a "happy new year"?? There is no way possible way to do this. I think I will spend the evening alone and spend it wishing for happier times. My life has changed so much, I dare not even think about my future. I do need to take care of myself with diet and exercise, but do I really care about that anymore??? NO, I really don't. I pray that the good lord will take me to join my husband soon. But I know that is not going to happen. So I guess I should join a support group, and make a conscious effort to get healthier. I wish everyone on this site, A very happy, healthy, new year....